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Post by icryinmysleep on Apr 2, 2008 15:21:11 GMT -5
hiya i'm amy 14 yrs old and hate life
i want to kill my esle cos if i think about my life it is crap my mum slap me cos i say something like;-if u want me to slam i will and then slaps me pusle she is takein my dog louis. i get pick on at school by some of my school about 100-200 girls as i go to dtc and all girls school
anyway i just have nothin in my life
i will list the bad things that makes me want to kill myself;-
-mum
-school
-family
-dad
-brother
-mostly everything
wot can i do?
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Post by AmyAnn on Apr 2, 2008 16:08:32 GMT -5
You are so much like me it's scary (name and all) o.o
First of all, I've tried several times to take my own life. You can accomplish nothing from it (as I learned from a drama production I did). It's still going on, but you learn to ignore it after a while. The best thing to do is to talk to someone about it. Speak to someone that you know you can rely and depend on, not too much though, you need your own space to grow. Your confidence may be lacking, but the bullying and hitting taught me important things that I've came to remember now. it's not nice, but I've grown in confidence and can defend myself now when anything happens.
Don't give up hope. Death isn't the answer, trust me
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Post by michael on Apr 2, 2008 17:42:31 GMT -5
It's not exactly uncommon to hate life when you're fourteen. You're trapped in a situation you can't get out of, you have no real freedom, no money and few possessions of your own, and if you're anything like I was at that age, you're always falling in love with unattainable people -- or just the wrong people, usually people who have amazing looks and nothing else.
You just have to remember that not all of life is going to be like this. And if you die now, you'll miss out on all the really good things that are going to come as well as the bad ones. Do you really want to take that risk?
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Post by Carla on Apr 2, 2008 19:25:22 GMT -5
God, no. Killing yourself it's not the answer.
I'm turning 17 and almost my whole life I was living a living hell, kids teased me in school and in my English Institute, I didn't have any friends and I was just too sad and shy to defend myself.
At somepoint around my late 15 I decided I wasn't taking that anymore, and I've became more social -starting by being nice and saying hello- Later on, I had friends -who rock- and I've realized all this time the problem was me and how I took everything so bad, the kids who teased me stop doing that after they realized "I'd changed" and now, our senior year, we get along really well and we all are really close
I know that you may feel very depressed but you can always change it, find things you enjoy, like writing or painting and try to be self satisfed. And remember life is always going to be rough but you have fun during living. And as Michael said, do you really want to take that risk?
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Post by Ellethwen on Apr 2, 2008 20:42:36 GMT -5
Your mom slaps you?
If anything, that's the root of the problem. I'm not exactly sure where you live, but if she's slapping you, you need to get out of there. Tell someone.
But as others have said:
Killing yourself IS NOT THE ANSWER.
Last year, I hit rock bottom. I would look in the mirror and hate what I saw. I lost sleep. I even contemplated overdosing on aspirin. But the whole time, to everyone else, I kept up this facade of "I'm not so good right now, but I'm okay!".
But I managed to get out of it. Because I talked to a counselor.
I'm not sure if your counselors are as good as mine, but you need to tell people about how you feel. I still have some issues, but I'm not nearly as bad as I was last year, and lately I've been a lot more positive.
But don't kill yourself. You can survive this. Be strong.
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Post by Sailor Seiza on Apr 2, 2008 21:15:11 GMT -5
don't do it. As you can see, you have friends on here that csare about you, even if we have never met you. Please, look inside yourself, find whats REALLY got ya down, and talk to someone about it. Whoever put you on earth, put you here for a reason. So search out and find that reason. dont give up! Make new friends, mabey they can help you. Trust me, i have had your problems. I was left as a child, so i know the pain you feel. But keep that smile on your face, and warmth will surround you when you are cold. I'm Sure you will make it through your FULL life glowing.
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Post by BTTF Rini on Apr 3, 2008 2:13:07 GMT -5
Death is only a permenant solution to temporary problems.
Seriously, I tried to take my own life before. I never actually hurt myself. I only got as close to holding a knife, close to my heart. But, I dropped it and slapped myself. My conscious thought took over and made me realize waht I was about to do was stupid. The most pointless thing to ever do in my life. Suicide was not the answer. I talked to my friends. They really helped my out, a lot! Talk to your friends, or someone that will be willing to care. If nothing else, talk to us. We can all help you in some way.
Now a days, I'm glad to not have committed suicide. I don't take crap from anyone. I went from being hurted upon to quick temper.
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Post by ladylilith on Apr 3, 2008 14:45:29 GMT -5
What the other memebers said.... I'm astonished by the numeber of people who thought about suicide, and I'm also one of them...but fortunately, we're all still here, so...  I'm sure life is not that bad, and I'm also sure that you know it too. Be strong, be patient... dear, resist, that age is really horrible, but you'll get over it.  |
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Post by Amy-Chan on Apr 6, 2008 12:51:21 GMT -5
talking can help if just to vent your feeling, a close person may be to close but a consular or someone on the net that'll listen that you feel you can talk to, i have to say families and school are a big issue for depression as you get in teen life if you reported your mum for hitting you most likely you'd be placed in foster care and you *seem* to get money for it(according to what i heard) but it may or may not be any better than your current issue depending on the exact causes of your misery. *hugs* for some happiness |
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Post by icryinmysleep on Aug 31, 2008 9:50:11 GMT -5
thanx so much guys i am better now but i still get really depressed about 3-4 days a week and i thought about wot u said and if i every gets as down as i did i will come back on here and talk 2 u u saved my life and now i hope i can save someone esles life as u have to me |
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Post by icryinmysleep on Oct 21, 2008 2:06:38 GMT -5
its me again i feel so down as i was before but half of it because my bf dumped me over text and as u can see i put how i feel on my accont (and no i am not a emo) i just want to dead and let my spirit free but i am have fun some time only about 2 times a week were i am depressed ...... oh well it looks like no one well answer me .....................................or some might
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Post by fallen-angel on Oct 21, 2008 2:11:53 GMT -5
aww bless be strong and tough and i will be there all the time if you need me!
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Post by tycoongirl on Oct 21, 2008 2:23:13 GMT -5
speak to me at school amy
don't worry my fluffy bunnykins
FRIENDS RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by thewhiterabbit on Oct 21, 2008 2:34:12 GMT -5
icryinmysleep, your friends really care for you; the best thing to do talk to them! That's really awful about your boyfriend, but anyone so cruel who dumps you by text isn't worth it. It's great that you're feeling less depressed, and the more you get out there and spend time with friends, the better you will feel. Things will get better!  |
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Post by Ian on Nov 6, 2008 23:36:36 GMT -5
its me again i feel so down as i was before but half of it because my bf dumped me over text and as u can see i put how i feel on my accont (and no i am not a emo) i just want to dead and let my spirit free but i am have fun some time only about 2 times a week were i am depressed ...... oh well it looks like no one well answer me .....................................or some might Honestly, It seems you just want our attention. |
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